I dont care anymore....

so...today was a great day!!!! ya!!! not psh...wtf. i dont know why i fucking try.



whatever man....its cool. my jaws not made of glass.

so i haven't updated in a while. how's eveyone doin'?? i've been bust with work and school. and drama. i miss my mom...she was gone in new york all weekend. and she's comming home tonight!!! i'm so excited. i'm staying up till she gets here cuz i'm gunna give her a big big hug!!!! ilove her!!!


MY BIRTHDAY IS IN 6 DAYS!!! I AM SO EXCITED!! WE MIGHT BE GOING TO GASPRARILLA...OR HOWEVER YOU SPELL IT. AND I'M GETTING A TATTOO....HAHA...18 RULES!!!!

The adult version -

I WILL SURVIVE!

At first I was afraid,
I was petrified,
When you said you had 10 inches
Lord, I almost died.
But I'd spent so many nights
just waiting for a man that long,
That I grew strong,
And I knew that I could take you on. . .

But there you are,
Another lie!
I was ready for a Big Mac
and you've brought me a French fry.
I should have known it was so small,
Just a sad pathetic dream,
Should have known there was no Anaconda lurking in those jeans.

Go on now go,
Walk out the door,
Don't you promise me 10 inches
then turn up with only 4,
Weren't you a jerk to think I wouldn't notice it pop out,
Don't you know we're only joking when we say size doesn't count?

I will survive,
I will survi-ive,
Cuz as long as I have batteries,
My sex life's gonna thrive,
I will always have good sex
with a handful of latex.
I will survive,
I will survive. . hey, hey!

It took all my self control
not to laugh out loud,
When I saw your little wiener
standing small and proud.
But too bad about your ego
and to Hell with all your needs!
Now I'm saving all my lovin'
for a cordless multispeed

Go on now go,
Just make a dash,
Last time I saw a dick that small I was treating diaper rash!
I should have asked for confirmation,
Should have asked for pictures, please!
Then I wouldn't have you waving that
wee winkie thing at me.

Go on now go,
Just hit the track,
Don't you bring me home no little worm,
I'll always throw them back.
The only thing that I could do with a dick as small as yours, Is to
stick it
with a tooth pick And then call it an hors d'oeuvre!

I will survive,
I will survi-ive,
Cuz as long as I have batteries,
My sex life's gonna thrive,
I will always have good sex
with a handful of latex.
I will survive,
I will survive. . .hey, hey!

Go on now go,
Get out of my sight,
I'm going back to my appliance,
Cuz I know it's length is right,
And if I ever see your tiny pecker peckin' at my door,
You'll be counting your 4 inches as you pick them off the floor.
Go on now Go!

Today was a good day. I got to sleep in a lil this morning. I didn't go in till 2nd period, and mommy let me take her to work and use the car. Happiness. I talked to mr. keys after school today and asked him for advice on my monologues for the evaluations, he said i have 2 very powerful monologues and he can't wait to she something he's never seen before. Excitedness. Now all i have to do is choose a song and i'm all set.


I can't fucking wait till my birthday!! It's going to be sweet!! i have to start planning for it, telling people that i want there, and will do the stuff there to come. The "bad" kids of theatre, lol. It will be fun. Hopefully krystle and jenna come and i've invited someother people. My boyfriend will obviously be there, and cassandra duh! and josh and danny and all them, but thats obvious. It's probably going to be at this one hotel, the moblie 8 or something like that. we were plannig to go camping, then realized we cant blare techno at 2 in the morning at a camp site...so that was out. It should be all planned out by the end of this month. I need my own car. buy me one for my birthday!! haha, i wish.




+++get your hands off the girl, can't you see that she belongs to me+++

I had the most amazing night last night!! The lights and the music are still in my head. "X"!!!! danceing all night!! lights and tecno, and vaporub! I never wanted that feeling to go away. everything moves so fast, and you feel so good, and you need to be touched, and then you blow up and your eyes cant focus and your heart beats really fast and you get really hot. and you wanna dance....and you wanna fly, and spin really fast to keep up with everything. and then you blow up some more.....amazing-ness. absolutly amazing.

today was a good day. my coughing has ceased a little, last night sucked though, the nights are the worse cuz we have no nightquil left, and i have no one to snuggle with.

I keep playing "everytime we touch" from cascada over and over again. i love it. it makes things a lil hard though. this month is a hard one. I'll make it. I think me and Jimmy are going out to eat tonight. should be fun.

MY BIRTHDAY IS IN EXACTLY ONE MONTH!!!! I'LL BE 18.
thats crazy!! i'm excited, my life begins. lol

I hate being sick!! it sucks so bad. I stayed home from school on tuesday my mommy made me, and then went to school today, but i shouldn't have because i was coughing in all my classes, and i know it was annoying but i could not help it, so i tried to make it quiet, and that just hurt my throat, then my teacher asked me if i needed to leave the classroom, of course i didn't need to i just knew i was getting on her nerves so i said yes, and went to the water fountain and drank water till my cough was a lil better. AND!!!! i have to opt. out of a theatre class to take economics, not that i dont love miss voss, because i had her for american gov. and i do love her, but i love theatre and to opt, out of one period for one quater SUCKS!!! but i'll be back both periods next quater.



Talked to jenn last night, that was fun. i love her. but its confusing. she is too far away!! COME HERE YOU!!!!! buttmunch, anyway, hopefully i can see her spring break, or sometime. and...yeah...ok. i am very hungrey...so...i think my refridgerator is calling my name...peace out hommies

CHRISTMAS!!!!!!

 

.......IS OVER.  I know i'm sorry i did not update on x-mas...but i was not here. i was partying like it was 1962....well not really....it was quite boring, but nice. i didn't see jimmy all day...it was sad...a little...but i saw him christmas eve, that was fun...haha. i'm skeeted..so i'm typing really fast and i'm making a lot of mistakes...so this is taking forever, and it's piising me off, so i decided not to fix my mistakes anymore, so if you cant read....WHOCARES!!! haha, just playing. i need to do something though....i'm out....imma play with my puppy.....buh bye

so...i just got my script to my play which is tomorrow...looked over it twice, and i already have it memorized....no lie. it's a lot of stuff to say, but it goes really fast....cuz it's just me and joesph, it should be no longer than 15 20 mins long....but i cant believe i memorized it that fast. its tomorrow, we have to shows one at 530, and one at 7...i think. pretty sure. I'm excited, jimmy's comming to my show and to dinner. and its only been a week and he already wants to meet the family. crazy shit. crazy boy. but i like him a lot. a lot alot. Like everyone is saying i've never been happier. i look happy feel happy, even my mom said it. and she likes him already for that. :)!!!!! <3!!!!

I've been playing with my journal all day. changing the backgrounds and everything. i like this one. I'll probably change it again someother time, but i like it now. I have to work and do two shows on x-mas eve, but its ok, cuz jimmy's comming to my play and eating over for x-mas eve. He wanted to come, i just brought it up...its cool. 5 days and going good. lol. cassandra even said this is the happiest i've been in a long time. We're going to miami for new years. that should be really fun. cant wait. well. peace for now...i'll probably update later. got nothing else to do.